Mood Swings like a Brick at a Window

So much fun

One more notch

Well this is put a wonderful spin on the end of the day.

Its wonderful to find out just how much fun your having
in somebody's life. Screwing with their head and messing
with their life, just what I like to do.

Even as I try to take a step back from their life I find out
its just as damaging to do as stay all in, so I'm left with the
resounding feeling that I'm destroying someone's life and
staying around to bask in the glory of the act, when all I
want to do is curl up in a corner and die.

So much fun.
Night and peace.

Breath

Just calm down and the shaking will go away

Ides of a 'best friend'

Who the fuck do you think you are?

Do you have no self-control when it comes to women?!

You know you've fucked up real bad when you have your head between the legs of your best friends girl, you fucking stupid knob!

Distant Shores

One thing you should always remember.
One phrase or saying or whatever you want to call it...

The sun always sets on the horizon,
meaning its rising on a new shore,
where a new story is being written.

Whatever happened today, it is being
rewritten and forgotten. If one thing goes
wrong, allow it to be rewritten and
forgotten. So just live in the moment.

And above all, smile whatever.

Seeds

Like the vines of a grape, the things that once were distasteful to us do bear fruit that I've come to love so much

Ill smile in the meantime

Can't believe I'm saying this but I am serious considering suicide as a career prospect at the moment

Who knows where we'll be in 12 months

Crouching tiger...

Ever wonder how friends can both show you how much of an impression you've made on people and also how little you mean to others. The ones you consider sometimes to be even just aquaintences are often the ones that will become the safety net when you fall through the cracks of a friend who is too busy to guide you on your way to something better.

Which leads me back to my title, to finish by saying that it's those friends that stay and wait for a time when they can help you that you discover who really cares. And I call the my ... Hidden Friends.

Creature Comforts

Call me a creature of habit, but its the little things that mean the most to me.

A simple 'hello, how are you?, hows your day been?' routine, as mundane as it is, gives me a smile that just shows that someone is interested in what you have to say and how you've been.

2 steps forward

Finally can say that Im taking strides and leaps to advancing where I am.

With two of the four aspects moving on, now just wait to see if the other
aspects will follow suit or trend as usual.

The King Is Dead, Long Live the King!

Back To Basics

So many different things happen to me that in blind panic I often let it all go by.
If it keeps going by Im not sure I could bring myself to allow it to continue.
With the return of certain people to my life and the well of emotion beginning to
fill again I sometimes wonder if there is any point to pursuing people any longer.